I feel like the more I try to get him to notice me, and the harder I try to get some affection from him, and the more I want his attention the more worthless I feel. I can put three days straight worth of effort into his love and attention yet day in and day out I get blown off. Does this mean he doesn't love me? Or that I love him too much? Could this mean that I'm simply the most insecure creature walking this earth? Or that he's rather unaffectionate?
He tells me he loves me. He looks me in the eyes and tells me he loves me. Yet his actions speak much louder than his words these days....
If only he knew I'm carrying our future with me now.... =/
---Here's to thinking....<3
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